Returning ghosts

It´s quite funny when those old viruses or daemons come lurking again to my mind. It can in the form of a mail message, a face, a voice or some special situation that points to me and triggers memories, sensations and more or less frequently, rage or sadness. I used to say that when you don´t see someone for quite a long time, you still think about this person as if time hasn’t passed. But when you realize that his/her life has continued, it´s a hard blow. Somehow, my work on myself has achieved calm and this kind of things don´t bother me as they did in the past. But my daemons remain. They´re not completely gone. The show must go on since the battle is far from over yet…