Right now

I haven´t written much in some time. A lot has happened. About a year has passed since I decided to take a sabbatical to gather myself again. In the meanwhile, I got married. She was the one, all the time, but I didn’t realize it until it was almost too late. I even crossed the ocean several times to beg for another chance.

I fought with my old daemons in a way I did not think I was able to. My mind is a lot clearer and calm, but I feel it´s not enough yet. One thing is for sure: there´s no way back. Life goes on, but I see everything in a different way. It´s difficult to stay in this state, since I tend to fall back, despite knowing it´s not possible anymore. But, this is how existence works, isn´t it?