Alone

What does it feel like to know that almost everything you believe in, or the things you like, are a fake? Every day, I realize that the world that I used to believe I live in, it´s not there anymore. Friends are non-existent, people that you think is there, isn´t. The feeling of belonging to anything vanishes slowly, leaving a big void of loneliness and sadness. No lasting relationships with friends or loved ones. Everybody is looking for something (else), like in the Eurythmics song.

Perhaps it´s my fault. I don´t do enough to try and fit in. People seems stupid and boring. Goals and dreams are part of the past in the same moment they´re born. What´s going on with my life? Do I have a life at all?

Saddest thing is that these words won´t be read by anybody. And if so, nobody will really care… Life just goes on.