Returning ghosts

August 16th, 2009

It´s quite funny when those old viruses or daemons come lurking again to my mind. It can in the form of a mail message, a face, a voice or some special situation that points to me and triggers memories, sensations and more or less frequently, rage or sadness. I used to say that when you don´t see someone for quite a long time, you still think about this person as if time hasn´t passed. But when you realize that his/her life has continued, it´s a hard blow. Somehow, my work on myself has achieved calm and this kind of things don´t bother me as they did in the past. But my daemons remain. They´re not completely gone. The show must go on since the battle is far from over yet…

Powerful Daemons

August 13th, 2009

Sometimes is difficult to tame those daemons that have something to do with our more primal instincts: sex, rage or survival. These days I´ve been recalling a book I read many years ago, where the author described a society based on a closed-circuit life, this is, birth, life and dead inside a huge building, without ever going outdoors. People there were heavily divided by their abilities. The most successful ones lived higher, the others, lower. But, all of them had one thing in common, aside the fact of living in the same place: they could have sex with all women in the building, but hidden social rules dictated that the “lower ones” should stay there.

What if we could do the same now? Have sex or share wealth with everyone? What could change? How our lives will be? Different? the same? better? worse? It´s very difficult to control our most basic instincts just to comply with rules created by a group of people that is not here anymore. Violence and poverty are the results of this kind of ideas, envy and hatred are also side-effects. Perhaps our mindsets need to be changed now. The old rules don´t seem to apply anymore. People need different perspectives, because our society is completely different and is evolving fast. We cannot rely on old power schemes anymore. But, inertia and control of the masses by a few are almost impossible hurdles to take. Nonetheless, I believe a big change is approaching, and we´d better be prepared for it, since the world as we know it, is going to chance forever…

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